Sunday, July 17, 2011

so yesterday we went to a wedding where their center pieces for their reception where vases with goldfish in them. wich was pretty and peaceful :) after clean up a little girl took two and they asked if we wanted any. joshie said, "no." ( i've wanted fishies for a while, but still dont have the puppie trained properly) then they said that they were gonna flush the rest down the toilet. and i gave joshie my big eyed,sad face & so now we have 18 goldfish! :) with no tank currently :)
sadly nine died last night, it was a pretty hot day & so i wasnt surprised.
i hope to find a tank at the thrift store tomorrow :) i've been reading up on how to take care of the little fishies & they require a lot more space than i thought they would ;) so if any one would like some i really only want to keep three :)
oh well we still saved them! :) now i hope they will survive ;)

oh & i dont think the bride or groom or any others involed were bad people :) i killed a spider that was freaking me out at that same reception. if anything i put the value of the life of the fish over the spider. and it is in those moments that a feel a bit of a hyporcrit :( although the fishies wont bite me :)
hope every one is having a SUPER LOVELY DAY!!!!!!!! :) especaily to those who just started their married life together yesterday! :)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

OK I challenge every one at some point today to pull there shades down tight, lock doors (especially if you have little ones) and in whatever room or perhaps your whole house/apartment/place of dwelling, that you spend some time 30 minutes perhaps, maybe a couple of hours just doing normal things, like checking e-mail, practicing guitar, blogging, reading,etc. but that you these normal things completely naked :) no i'm not trying to be kinky :) but so few of us our comfortable with the thought of our naked selves :( and well we are all naked in our true forms of ourselves :) put aside the ideology of the fashion magazines and just be YOU! :) if you spend some time to day being in your most vulnerable and true physical form you will start to become more comfortable with yourself and perhaps except yourself a little more :) try it! :) and if you don't feel comfortable, try it again until you do ;) it might be a wonderful experience! :) though i am not responsible for anything that perhaps might take place between you and your significant other ;) have a trulie Beautiful day! :)

all my LOVE to EVERY ONE! :) happie julie :)

Monday, April 4, 2011

april 4th 2004

seven years ago today :)

Thursday, February 3, 2011

You need to read this! :)
Happiest of birthdays to my dad today! :) we love you lots & lots!!!!!!! :) and hope today you have lots of fun today and tomorrow! :)

life is AMAZING!!!!!! :) and every day, even on the crummy ones we should take a deep breath of life & be grateful we'er ALIVE!!!!!!!! :). Oh and happie chinese new year!!!!! :). It is the year of the rabbit :).

Hope every one is doing well and either finding or making peace and love in their minds and hearts and the minds and hearts of those around you! :) just think if every one would strive for that right now we would have world peace! :). I love you all! :) even those who don't like me ;)

happie julie :)

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

ok! woe! i feel soo much better now! ;)

how i feel right at this very moment

what the HELL!!!!!! do i SUCK or what!!!!!!!!